It is very interesting that although I had an urge within myself that I wanted to write something, but could not write anything at all for a while. I started another vlog, but I stopped writing. It is very easy to stop doing something, while hard to continue. Nobody told me to write. It is absolutely my own work. It doesn’t matter whether I write it or not. But perhaps there has been something within me to share, rather than holding it within myself.
I am interested in the idea of the flow of power of now work through each one of us, according to Eckhart Tolle. He wrote his book through that power. He had been in the present moment as described as a frequency holder for a while before he started writing his first book (power of now). It is interesting that he had to move to United States to start writing his book, rather than staying in the UK where he used to live. He continuously talked about it in various occasions, but I always find it fascinating to hear it. I am not sure if this kind of power really works through every one of us, but still worth listening to it. I cannot explain it like an expert of time and space as smart philosophical people can do, but I just feel that it is worth listening to it. Some people dismiss it as mumbo-jumbo, and that’s fine as well. I know my point of view may change, and that’s fine too. What I am feeling is what is right now.
I think it’s very precious for me to have realized that the present moment is important for all of us, even if it feels unbearable to the mind.
Actually, I have stopped bullying myself in a shower, which I used to do quite often without even realizing it. It is so thankful that I noticed that I can stop thinking and beating myself up even more.
I hope that people still doing that can be helped by this idea or tips. It is easier said than done, but it is worth trying.
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